Thursday, November 28, 2013

Happy Thanksgiving!!

I am thankful for so many things, I don’t even know where I should start. I am of course thankful for my family, we all are very strong willed so that tends to cause a lil bit of friction occasionally, we love & fight with great passion, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. My family is one that will always be there for you, no matter they always have your back. I am thankful for my friends, I have some wonderful friends. I have recently made some very special friends in chat. These special friends have become very important to me, they are part of my family now. I am thankful for all God has blessed me with.
I am especially thankful for DD today, without finding this Lee and I would not be together. Last year actually we spent Thanksgiving apart first time in our marriage, but we were both on our way out, and I was running. I am thankful this man of mine has put up with me all of these years. I wouldn’t have put up with me!
I am thankful Lee has been so patient & understanding, I am thankful he made the decision to do this his way, our way, what works for us. I am thankful we are still together. I am thankful for what DD has brought to our marriage. I am not sure if we have ever been closer, more intimate, and more in love. It is like a honeymoon all the time (well NOT all of the time), but so much deeper than it was 23 years ago. So this Thanksgiving I am extra thankful!

 Happy Thanksgiving!

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Blur and Reset?

          The last couple of weeks have been kind of crazy. Lee & I both have been very busy. I broke my foot, we both have traveled out of town but not together, we have company, and have had events we attended. It has been a blur. I have felt “off” and basically a little lost lately. I haven’t said anything to Lee about it, as we have both had so much going on. But in all honesty I am just not feeling it, this scares me. We have come so far, and I don’t want to go backwards, I just can’t go backwards.
          We talk on the phone almost every day when I am on my way to work in the morning, this morning I was a little short with him, not on purpose just tired & cranky I guess. I later received a very lengthy email from him.
          I was actually surprised by what he said (can this man read my mind)? Surely not or I would be in trouble all of the time!  The email said, the past few weeks have been a blur and I feel the need to reset our basic DD principles. The email continued with him listing several things we needed to discuss and the plan he has established for us to get back on the correct path for us.
This man of mine amazes me. He really does get me, us, what we both desire in our relationship. I might not like all of the plans he stated in the email but I am overjoyed that he realizes that we have been kind of “off” and I didn’t have to say anything, or even brat!

We shall see where this leads us, hopefully back on the right path, not his path, not honey’s path, but Our Path. The path that brings us closer together each day, that can almost be overwhelming to me when I feel his ability to lead me where I need to go. The feeling that I crave so deep within. The feeling I know it must give him, knowing now how much I need him. The feeling of love deeper than I had ever felt before starting on this path of ours. I can’t wait! Ready! Set! Reset!